J. CHAVAE

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Creating for 100 Days: DAY 2

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I meditated today and one thing that I came out with is that I my greatest power/ability is VISION.

I have the ability to see potential manifest. I have the ability to see what can come of a thing, of a person.

That has been one of the things that keep me going. It’s been becoming more apparent that I am way more far sighted than I am near sighted. I tend to see the big vision and the outcome, but when it comes to what the next immediate step is, I get stumped.

In life, that has and still does cause me great frustration. I know what my life is supposed to look and feel like. I can see myself in 1, 5, 10, 50 years, but I have no clue what to do now to directly impact the chance of that happening. I feel a bit confused about the immediate actions that need to be taken to get me to where I need to be. I just see where I need to be.

I have been working on being more present and not focusing on the shitty things or the things that I do not like & would rather change, that are happening now. I am working on making being present and being in the now feel easier. I am working on moving with intentional ease, but it can be a challenge when you’re working on building or rebuilding almost everything at once.

Maybe I should just go into monk mode OVERDRIVE & just stay in meditation all day 😩😂